Sadness is a concept that plays a big part in my overall vocabulary. If you initiate a debate on sadness i guarantee that i can crush you within seconds. Am i being over dramatic? Ofcourse. I’m as depressed and sad as the next person, but ofcourse i feel that i am the saddest human being on this planet.
When i was young (i am young) i was happy, well sort of. I enjoyed everything and lived in the moment without over analyzing every moment. Nowdays, i over think everything, my mind lives in the future and dissects my past. My sadness is, in part an overall gloominess and in part just a low flame of anger, jealousy and whatever other feeling is overpowering me at the moment.
Who, or what is my sadness? To me, it’s almost like a person. A friend who stops by only when they want something. Sometimes they stop by just to say hi and then leave before dinner. I can’t seem to get rid of my sadness and, oddly enough i don’t want to. I just want sadness to go away soon. I mean, i’m all down for a quickie and then ‘wham bam thank you maam’. Goodbye sadness.